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*` my little hideaway
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staring at this blank screen.not knowing what to type.and where to start.all i can say now.is that im feeling lost.everything seems to be in a mess.i so wanna sit on the rooftop once again.and just chat the night away.at least he listened to what i have to say.chatting for hours.lying on the rooftop.looking at the stars.and teaching me what are the names of the stars..it was relaxing.i wanna have that feeling once again.im feeling so tense up right now.i dont know why.maybe cause of my fucking period.and i was talking to tommy just now.found out so many things.my mom broke us up last time.and we were talking about it.i felt kinda down when we're talking about it.i told him i had an indo bf now.and he gave us the best wishes.the next thing he told me..really gave me a shock.he told me that he still have feelings for me.up til now.and that he couldnt find any other girl to replace me after we broke up.it was like two years ago that we broke up.i was so shocked.and he asked me..did i ever love him before.and all that..i felt so guilty.now that he's in texas..i cant do anything. =/those were the days.sigh.anyway..i dont know what is right and wrong anymore.im becoming such an emo freak.its pissing me off.sometimes..i feel like..when i was in need..he cldnt be there.i really wish i could be that strong debbie once again.but..it just aint happening.oh well.the more i type. the more i wanna cry.so i shall stop here.-the end-
- no i dont cryon the outside anymore.
10:50 PM
